Well my Mom is doing pretty good...She goes back to the doctor on the 30th.  Hopefully he tells us good things.  The thing in her lip was just full of fluid, so nothing serious which I am so thankful to hear.

Our washer broke down so now we have to go to the laundry mat to get our clothes washed...It is so boring there and it cost so much to wash clothes there.  Hopefully we can get a new washer soon.  

Rob and I are still friends.  I miss seeing him and his girls, but my Mom comes first to me.  And I want to help her as much as I can. I just hope things will get better for him, and that we may get a chance to be back as boyfriend/girlfriend again, but I am not sure. 

Mom is back home!

Well Mom is back home from having her surgery.  She is still having a lot of pain, but it don't seem to be bothering her as much.  She has been sleeping a lot, but she seems to be doing good.  I am glad we are back home.  I hope we both can catch up on sleep tonight.  Her lip is really big.  The doctor sent it to get testing and to see what it was.  We won't know anything for about a week.  Ugh I hate waiting and trying to be patient.  The dogs really missed Mom they wanted to jump all over her, but now they are pretty much being quiet and laying close to her.  Its like they are trying to keep an eye on her as well.  Well Oscar is just getting into everything there is so he can get a treat.  Rolling my eyes here lol.  

I am off work tomorrow so I plan on making sure things are done before I have to go back to work on Monday.  I hate the idea of not being her to help take care of Mom.  Cause I know how Amber is.  And I know Dad will be in his room like always....

There are times I just don't understand Amber tho.  It's like everything has to be done when she wants it...sigh...

Well I worked this morning from 4 to 8.  It went okay, but I was so annoyed with K.  She did my signs for me and that was nice of her, but she could have at least put them in order so it would be easier for me to get my signs done faster.  It just got annoying that I couldn't get things done as fast as normal as I could.  Oh well nothing I can do about it now.

Then I found out Mom has to have surgery next Friday on her neck.  I have like 5 days in a roll off so when she is in the hospital I am going to end up staying with her at the hospital so she has someone there to help and keep an eye on her.  I am scared about it all.  At least with me being there I can keep an eye on her.

Ugh

I am so ready for a day off from work...They started stripping the floors today.  They do this once a year so that is good.  The bottom shelf had to be put back on every counter.  So that took about half the day to do.  Then I had to go back and put the shoes back on the shelf.  I was told it had to be done today...Well that sure as hell did NOT happen.  So my store manager is prolly going to be yelling at me for it.  And I couldnt help not getting it done there is way too much to do and way to much to do still.  I am just wore out.

:(

Well Rob and I are just friends now...I really doubt we will be going back out with each other...I guess I was not what he was looking for.  I try and say something about coming over to hang out and he pushes me off...I miss going over there and seeing his girls.  I just feel like once again I thought things were going good and then I get kicked in the stomach and told NO your not good enough.. NOT pretty enough...I just really want to give up on it all...

New Year Resolutions :)

Well here is what my New Years Resolutions are.

1 Get my bankruptcy done! 
    ~I have an appointment on January 23 to sign papers!  Can't wait to get it finished.

2 This is a big one for me.  To have my divorce finalized.  My ex has been really dragging his butt on finishing the stuff he needed to get done.  Now he is finally getting his part done so we can get this finished.

3 Try and loose some weight.  I am going to start to walk more.  Working has really helped we in loosing some weight.  But I would like to get back to what I was before I had to have my surgery.

4 Bowl a 200 game.  I know its small, but its what I want to do.

I have a few little goals as well, but those are more personal for me, and I don't want to share them yet. 

Well work went good today...I had a guy ask me out for Sunday afternoon...So I said yes.  I am going to go with an open mind and see where it takes me.  I need to get out there I guess.  It is still kinda hard to forget my feelings.  But I am going to have to do it...

Off work tomorrow.  So I am not doing a darn thing. LOL!