Well I worked 9 hours today.  It went pretty good.  My back is starting to itch already.  I hate this part of sunburns.  I have tomorrow off.  I am so happy that I don't have to go in to work.  :)

Well I went to the lake with my Mom and Amber and it went good.  I got sunburned tho.  I met a guy there his name is Michael.  He lives about an hour and a half two hours away from me.  Well he came over to watch a movie with me.  I thought we had fun and really clicked.  Well I guess we didn't click as much as I thought.  He got into a fight with his stepdad and said he would never be back around here again.  I thought maybe him and I would really click or something, but I guess not.  He said he isn't good with long distance relationships, and that he hoped I found someone around here.  Story of my life...

I still have feelings for Mike.  And that aren't going away.  And its too late for me and him. I guess I will just continue on working on myself.

I also have to work today.  Really not looking forward to that at all.

Well I am off work today...Which is a good thing.  I just want to crawl in to a ball and cry.  I really don't want to talk about what is going on or how I feel or anything.

Bad day at work

I had to work on the layouts for the store today.  Any other day I love doing them because its gets me away from the check outs and on the floor, and I feel like I am actually accomplishing something.  Well the manager "B" gave me like one of the hardest layouts to do.   Normally I like to have a challenge and everything, but today things just went crashing to the ground.

First I found out I had to get few new shelves and put them up, then I had to move all the peg hooks around.  Well I go back and get the new shelves and here to find out I get the wrong ones...No big deal...I never done a layout like this before so I asked "A" if she could help me get the right ones and I would help her get the ones she needed.  She said sure sounds good to her for helping each other.  So we get back there and I find out she has the shelves I need and said I could have those.  Well we have this loft that some shelves are kept in.  So I go up the stairs to help her find them.  It is just plain creepy up there and I am really scared of heights.  I even hate being on a ladder because of how much i hate heights.  So I tell "A" that I feel like I am going to have an anxiety attack.  (I get them every once in awhile and really did not want my co-workers see me have one...It is NOT a pretty sight.)  So we go back downstairs and A is in front of me to make sure I don't flip out and fall down which was very nice of her and I did tell her thanks for doing that.

So I ended up doing the layout wrong and L one of my other co-worker points it out to me.  No problem...I fix the problem and ended up taking my lunch brake a little later then what I would normally take it.  I come back from lunch and B is all like you should be done with this by now.  You should be on your 2nd or 3rd layout by now.  I just looked at him and said B I am working as fast as I can.  Everything is moved on this layout and there are lots of new stuff going on here that I don't know how big of a space to leave.  He goes just hurry up.  then he come back after an hours and says your still not done?  You really need to get a move on this should have been done a long time ago.  He just made me feel like I was stupid and slow... And I know I am not stupid...I am actually a very smart girl. 

Then M the girl that is at the service desk called me up to pull the money out of my drawer and I told her I didn't run today.  And she said ok.  And I said we could use my money for someone else since I didn't have any customers.  Well I go back to trying to get the product back on the shelf.  (I had like 2 and a half shopping carts full of stuff.)  She calls me over the loudspeaker again and I call her back and ask her what does she need.  She says she needs my check out slip.  Now T the store manager has always had us throw them away so has everyone else that works up there or is a manager.  Well she was all like I need that slip.  Okay fine I go up to get it for her because she said she couldn't find it.  It was the FIRST paper I picked up.  There were only two pieces of paper in the trash basket.  I give it to her and she goes.  OHHH I didn't see it.  I wanted to tell her Really?  You didn't see that their was only two pieces of paper in the trash?  Seriously?!

So I go back to tell the other manager A that I couldn't get done.  She was nicer.  She just told me to put the layout back in the little bag and to push my carts of product over some and that someone would finish it or I could finish it tomorrow...


I ended up not getting done with putting stuff away or cleaning my area up...I just hate that the day just went bad...sigh...I work tomorrow doing layouts again...I just hope I don't get an even harder one and that I don't have B being a jerk toward me again...

Sorry for the long rant...Thanks to all that took the time to read it!

Well work went really good today.  I got 2 layouts finished.  They both were pretty long ones, and that had a lot of new items being added.  I am glad with how much I have been getting done lately.  I am hoping my store manager sees how much I can get done and he decides I can do more of the layouts.  I love that I am not on register tho.

It looks like my brother is moving back home.  Don't get me wrong I love my brother and everything.  But I love the fact that I have my own room.  My luck I will have to go back to sharing with my sister, and I hate sharing a room with her.  We don't get along with how we do things.  It just drives me nuts that she lets stuff just go and I want to have my things set out, but when I am in her room I don't get to have my things out like she does.  And I hate that.  Who knows maybe I can keep my room.  I sure hope so...

Well today when really good.  I got 4 of the layouts done today.  The day went pretty fast.  I am working tomorrow the same hours I worked today.  I just hope that I can get everything done that I need to get done. :) 

I am hoping that M is feeling better then what he was.  I try not to worry a lot about him, but sometimes I do when he is having a bad day or he is feeling sick.  I like it when he is in a good mood and teasing me about things. :)

Well today I worked a four and 15 min shift.  It went pretty good.  I got my DS3 out of layaway today.  I love it!  I am so happy I got something for myself.  I hardly ever get something for myself.  So I am finally doing things for me.  I like that I have my job. :)

Next week I start doing layouts/resets for the store.  I am really looking forward to being off register and getting things done the way I want.  And we are getting ready for inventory that is coming up in two weeks.

My head was hurting earlier today.  My head started feeling better after I drank some caffeine.  I ended up sleeping and resting a lot earlier.  :)