There are a lot of times that I wish that things were different...There is nothing I can really do...I tried so much to change things.  I am not sure what else that I can really do. 

I am working tonight.  Work is going good.  It is going to be crazy for a few more days.  Tonight I am working till midnight.  I just hope that I will still be able to get the hours after Christmas is over.  I am hoping that I will be able to do the shoes department.  That way I will have the hours.