Monday, July 30, 2012

Well I worked 9 hours today.  It went pretty good.  My back is starting to itch already.  I hate this part of sunburns.  I have tomorrow off.  I am so happy that I don't have to go in to work.  :)

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Well I went to the lake with my Mom and Amber and it went good.  I got sunburned tho.  I met a guy there his name is Michael.  He lives about an hour and a half two hours away from me.  Well he came over to watch a movie with me.  I thought we had fun and really clicked.  Well I guess we didn't click as much as I thought.  He got into a fight with his stepdad and said he would never be back around here again.  I thought maybe him and I would really click or something, but I guess not.  He said he isn't good with long distance relationships, and that he hoped I found someone around here.  Story of my life...

I still have feelings for Mike.  And that aren't going away.  And its too late for me and him. I guess I will just continue on working on myself.

I also have to work today.  Really not looking forward to that at all.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Well I am off work today...Which is a good thing.  I just want to crawl in to a ball and cry.  I really don't want to talk about what is going on or how I feel or anything.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Bad day at work

I had to work on the layouts for the store today.  Any other day I love doing them because its gets me away from the check outs and on the floor, and I feel like I am actually accomplishing something.  Well the manager "B" gave me like one of the hardest layouts to do.   Normally I like to have a challenge and everything, but today things just went crashing to the ground.

First I found out I had to get few new shelves and put them up, then I had to move all the peg hooks around.  Well I go back and get the new shelves and here to find out I get the wrong ones...No big deal...I never done a layout like this before so I asked "A" if she could help me get the right ones and I would help her get the ones she needed.  She said sure sounds good to her for helping each other.  So we get back there and I find out she has the shelves I need and said I could have those.  Well we have this loft that some shelves are kept in.  So I go up the stairs to help her find them.  It is just plain creepy up there and I am really scared of heights.  I even hate being on a ladder because of how much i hate heights.  So I tell "A" that I feel like I am going to have an anxiety attack.  (I get them every once in awhile and really did not want my co-workers see me have one...It is NOT a pretty sight.)  So we go back downstairs and A is in front of me to make sure I don't flip out and fall down which was very nice of her and I did tell her thanks for doing that.

So I ended up doing the layout wrong and L one of my other co-worker points it out to me.  No problem...I fix the problem and ended up taking my lunch brake a little later then what I would normally take it.  I come back from lunch and B is all like you should be done with this by now.  You should be on your 2nd or 3rd layout by now.  I just looked at him and said B I am working as fast as I can.  Everything is moved on this layout and there are lots of new stuff going on here that I don't know how big of a space to leave.  He goes just hurry up.  then he come back after an hours and says your still not done?  You really need to get a move on this should have been done a long time ago.  He just made me feel like I was stupid and slow... And I know I am not stupid...I am actually a very smart girl. 

Then M the girl that is at the service desk called me up to pull the money out of my drawer and I told her I didn't run today.  And she said ok.  And I said we could use my money for someone else since I didn't have any customers.  Well I go back to trying to get the product back on the shelf.  (I had like 2 and a half shopping carts full of stuff.)  She calls me over the loudspeaker again and I call her back and ask her what does she need.  She says she needs my check out slip.  Now T the store manager has always had us throw them away so has everyone else that works up there or is a manager.  Well she was all like I need that slip.  Okay fine I go up to get it for her because she said she couldn't find it.  It was the FIRST paper I picked up.  There were only two pieces of paper in the trash basket.  I give it to her and she goes.  OHHH I didn't see it.  I wanted to tell her Really?  You didn't see that their was only two pieces of paper in the trash?  Seriously?!

So I go back to tell the other manager A that I couldn't get done.  She was nicer.  She just told me to put the layout back in the little bag and to push my carts of product over some and that someone would finish it or I could finish it tomorrow...

I ended up not getting done with putting stuff away or cleaning my area up...I just hate that the day just went bad...sigh...I work tomorrow doing layouts again...I just hope I don't get an even harder one and that I don't have B being a jerk toward me again...

Sorry for the long rant...Thanks to all that took the time to read it!

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Well work went really good today.  I got 2 layouts finished.  They both were pretty long ones, and that had a lot of new items being added.  I am glad with how much I have been getting done lately.  I am hoping my store manager sees how much I can get done and he decides I can do more of the layouts.  I love that I am not on register tho.

It looks like my brother is moving back home.  Don't get me wrong I love my brother and everything.  But I love the fact that I have my own room.  My luck I will have to go back to sharing with my sister, and I hate sharing a room with her.  We don't get along with how we do things.  It just drives me nuts that she lets stuff just go and I want to have my things set out, but when I am in her room I don't get to have my things out like she does.  And I hate that.  Who knows maybe I can keep my room.  I sure hope so...

Monday, July 23, 2012

Well today when really good.  I got 4 of the layouts done today.  The day went pretty fast.  I am working tomorrow the same hours I worked today.  I just hope that I can get everything done that I need to get done. :) 

I am hoping that M is feeling better then what he was.  I try not to worry a lot about him, but sometimes I do when he is having a bad day or he is feeling sick.  I like it when he is in a good mood and teasing me about things. :)

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Well today I worked a four and 15 min shift.  It went pretty good.  I got my DS3 out of layaway today.  I love it!  I am so happy I got something for myself.  I hardly ever get something for myself.  So I am finally doing things for me.  I like that I have my job. :)

Next week I start doing layouts/resets for the store.  I am really looking forward to being off register and getting things done the way I want.  And we are getting ready for inventory that is coming up in two weeks.

My head was hurting earlier today.  My head started feeling better after I drank some caffeine.  I ended up sleeping and resting a lot earlier.  :)

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Well work went pretty good.  I had to check candy dates.  I am working tomorrow morning too.  I like working in the morning better then cause I have the whole rest of the day to do whatever I need to get done.

Mom just went to go get A.  She stayed the night at her new boyfriend's house.  She got mad cause Dad yelled at her for eating most of the hotdogs that were supossed to be for supper one night.  Mom told her she needs to start doing stuff around the house more.  But she won't.  It drives me nuts that she does nothing.  Sigh.  Oh well there is nothing I can do.  She is going to have to learn that she can't be lazy and depend on everyone else to do stuff for her.  I am refusing to get her a phone.  She keeps bugging me about buying her stuff and I won't do it.  I have things that I need to pay and get done.  She just don't get that I am not here to cater to what she wants...

Mom had to go and bring A back home and she brought her boyfriend with her.  That is fine and everthing and I am happy she has a guy who seems to like and care about her...but its making me crazy cause I am stuck in my room with Panda cause he dont like people he dont know and just is a brat.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Well today I had to work...It went ok..Found out they changed my work hours so I was 9 min late.  Then T called me about taking care of A.  That went really good.  I got paid 20 for working about 2 hours.  She did NOT want me to go home.  It was sweet she kept giving me candy and I would sneak it back in the bag.  It was just really cute that she was doing that.  I am gonna watch her again sometime.  Just not sure when yet.  I have to work tomorrow.  I just hope I don't have to be on register the whole time.  It gets annoying always being on there.  At least next week I am doing layouts.  That gets me totally off register...At least I hope it does.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Well I went to the lake with my Mom and swam and laid out.  I got a little pink on my arms and my face got burnt but nothing hurts at all.  :) 

Well I told M that I would like to try and be in a relationship with him again.  I hope he wants to too... :)

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Okay for some reason this didnt post right...grumbles...

Today I had to work 4 hours.  It went pretty fast...I got asked to do layouts by the store manager...It made me feel good that he wanted me cause I know how to do it.  So I hope I do a good job.  :) I love doing the layouts more then being on the cash register.  :) 

I came home and A was gone with this new guy.  She decided to stay the night with him.  And I was just like wow seriously?  You don't really know him.  When Mom tried to tell her it was not a good idea.  She told mom that she didn't care what she had to say and that just makes me mad that she would talk to mom like that.
Well I have today off...It is so hot outside.  We went to the library so I could turn in my pages read and get a few new books...OMG it was so hot in my car!  Then my sister calls and ask for my Mom to come pick her up in my car.  Mom told her no because we would end up passing out from the heat.

I listened to this song M sent me and I wondered if he was telling me he wants me to be back in a relationship with him.  He said he did and my heart just totally sped up.  I love how he cares so much about me.  He is a great guy...Sure there are times I just want to go thru the phone and choke him, but I still love him for his good traits and his traits that drive me insane.  :) 

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

I hate drama...I have been trying to watch a group for my gf and I hate the drama that goes on in there...Sometimes I just want to take a break and let someone else watch over it.  I want to just tell people to grow up and figure out how to act right already...sigh..

I had the day off today so I spent most of it doing my laundry.  Poor Panda my puppy got sick this morning.  He is okay now.  But I had to was all the blankets and sheets on my bed.  Panda is like my baby.  I love that dog!!!  He can be a brat but he is such a cutie!

Friday, July 6, 2012

I am so happy I had today off work.  I basically did nothing! :)  I did do some laundry and I did the dishes since my Dad made supper tonight.  He said thank you.  My Dad hardly EVER thanks me for anything I do.  So it made me feel good that he did.  Tomorrow I have to work in the garden shop...I know its going to be really hot out there.  I just hope the time goes fast and I dont have to work with M.  She really drives me insane and I really don't like working with someone who talks to me like I am stupid.  Cause I am not stupid.  I am actually very smart and bring a lot to the company I work for.  I know if she keeps acting this way I am going to the managers and telling them how I feel.  Because I really like working for K-Mart.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

Today was just one of those days. The day started out really good for me. Then I got to work... First the lady on the sales desk who is in charge of all cashiers and who also can't stand me puts me on a register that is always breaking down...okay could have put me on the other register that no one was at and works fine...but NOOOOO you had to be a an evil little witch....

Then I had a customer that started to talk to me like I was stupid....YES. I. AM. DOING. WHAT. YOU. ASKED. ME TO DO!!! That is how the lady talked to me. And A the girl from the sales desk who came in to replace the evil one came over and told the girl off for treating me like crap.

Then right after that I get one of those people that HAVE to yell in to their phone why I am trying to ring them up then they ignore me when I tell them the total. I told the girl 5 times her total. The customer behind her goes " GET OFF THE PHONE ALL READY AND CHECK OUT!" I wanted to give that customer a hug....

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

I had to work 4 hours today.  It went ok...I am just glad I am home and not having to worry about work till tomorrow.  It is hot as heck here today!


It is so quiet here.  I really like it this way...But I do miss my Mom...

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Well my Dad is back home. :) The power is back on thankfully.  I hated not having power.  I mean it was nice spending the time with my Mom and my sister and playing uno.  But I still hated the fact the it was so hot in the house.  We could hardly sleep at all. 

I worked today.  It went really good.  Then we took Mom and my sister to my brothers.  They are watching the house and the dogs while My brother his girlfriend and her kids are in Chicago for a few days for their vacation.  It is going to be weird just being here with Dad.

I am getting so frustrated with a few of the people in a group I help moderate.  I wish the people would just get along already, or at least just not talk to each other.  It is just making me want to pull out my hair.  sigh...