Well my Mom is in the hospital.  And then Mike was in the er at the same time as Mom, but he was able to go home.  They admitted Mom, but it looks like she will be coming home today.  She has a virus and they can't really do anything about that.  And Mike's blood sugar is all over the place and he isn't getting enough sleep at night.  And E has been having really bad migraines.  I just want everyone that I care about to be healthy.  I hate it when they don't feel good. 

I am working tonight 6 to 10.  I hope it goes fast.  I am so ready for Saturday.  I have the day off.  So I am going to do my laundry, and also get things done around the house.

I can't wait for October 4.  The last season of Jersey Shore comes on and I can't wait to watch it.  Mike got us into watching the show.  I wonder if they will have new people come in and do the show.  I hope so.  It is a really good show.  Some of the things they do I just laugh at and think what in the world are you doing? LOL!

Work went good today...I think D might be getting fired.  She is really starting to get on everyone's last nerve.  I am hoping she either quits or gets fired.

I am working tomorrow.  I hope it goes good.

Bowling was fun tonight.  I bowled a 74 a 99 and a 37.  I was one pin away from my goal.  I just wanted to cry that i didn't get 100.  Oh well next time!  Now I owe Mike 200 spankings!! ARH!! Oh who am I kidding I love spankings! LOL!

So today I worked.  It went pretty good.  I think one of the girls I work with will be getting fired soon.  She keeps calling in sick at the last minute.  She is also still new.  I was on the cash register a lot of the time.  When I wasn't I was helping a few other people with trying to get ink off of the floors. 

I am working tomorrow and then I get to go bowling.  I love bowling and spending time out of the house and with my friends and co workers away from work.

My Mom isn't feeling too good.  She has to go in for a cat scan on Friday.  I hope everything comes out normal.  And then she is having test done in two weeks also.  I am hoping that everything comes out ok.

Well work went good today.  It went pretty fast I only had to work four hours.  Tomorrow I am working 6 hours.   I don't have a day off until 12 days from now.  I am going to be one tired girl that is for sure.  But I need the money.  I really need to start saving to get a new car.  The one I have now just sucks.

Amber is at her friend's house till October 3.  I am glad she is able to get away for a few days.  It is very quiet here.  I love it when it is quiet like this.  I don't have to worry about the fighting as much right now.  It takes a toll on me hearing the yelling all the time. 

I wish I was able to be with Mike right now.  He isn't feeling good.  So I am trying to be good so he don't have to worry about having to punish me.  He already has to spank me for not bowling 100 or over on Thursday.  Him and I had this deal that if I didn't he would get to spank me.  But then he doesn't need a reason to spank me in the first place.

Well I have the next three days off from work.  So tomorrow I am going to my Aunts for the night.  She is having a partylite party. :)  I love the candles the sell.  They smell a lot better then the ones in the store.  But they can be very expensive.

Right now I am watching The Wizard of Oz with Mom.  I know its a little kids movie, but I have always loved this movie.  I have no clue why.  I also want to see about watching the Princess Bride later on.  That is another one of my fave movies.

I downloded some new books on my nook for this weekend and for the next two weeks.  I love being able to do that.  Now if I could just get my 50 Shades of Grey back from my friend P.  My brother's girlfriend wants to read it and I want to read them again as well.  LOL.

Work went pretty good...I have to work tomorrow too...and then I get to go bowling...I can't wait.  I am really hoping I bowl over 100.  My butt is hoping I bowl over 100 as well.  I wanna spend some time with Mike tomorrow night. :)  That is all I am going to say...

Amber and Mom are at school.  And Danny went to do some job for someone.  I hope he starts calming down.  Dad said he had a few temper problems the other day.  He really needs to get control of that.  Dad said he won't put up with it anymore.  I was at work when that happened thankfully...

Well the Indian Roundavu was great.  I got my new dream catcher and a few things for Mike's birthday.  I hope he likes them.  I made two candles.  It was funny when we went to make them Mom told Amber and I not to make them look like penis' and when I took a pic and showed Mike he said that is what they looked liked.  I just wanted to laugh.

Then when we got home Dad was mad cause we didn't bring him home an apple brat.  Apparently Danny or I were supossed to buy it for him.  He only gave Mom 30 dollars to be able to get in and eat and that was it.  If he wanted one so bad he should have just went, but no his drag racing is the most important thing of his life.

I am working today.  It is only a four and a half hour shift.  I can't wait to bowl again on Thursday!

Well I worked 4 hours today.  It went pretty good till D came in to work.  When I tried to tell her the top two shelves of candy were done she told me to go away and not talk to her.  So I walked away and said the heck with helping her put candy away she can do it herself.  I really don't want anything to do with her if she is going to be rude like that to me.

Then Tonight I went bowling.  First game was a 52.  The second game was a 67.  And the last game was an 81.  I was really trying to get up to a 100.  Oh well next time.  I loved playing I had so much fun.  I joined the league.  :) It was great I am hoping I can see about trading my hours next Thursday so I can go again.

I worked four hours today.  It went pretty good. I got asked to join a bowling league.  Mike thinks I should go for it.  It would get me out of the house, and meet people.  I think I will do it after all.  I think it would be fun. 

I work tomorrow from 11 45 to 3 45.  I just hope it goes good like today was.  I am so ready for Saturday and Sunday though.  I have both days off and one of the days we are going to the Indian Roundavu.  It is going to be a lot of fun.  I can't wait!

I been trying to figure out what I want to get Mike for his birthday.  I want to send him some fun stuff...But I also want to send him stuff that he would know I love and care about him...I am also working on two stories right now.  One for E and one for Mike. :)

I got today off from work.  Already I have the dishes done.  I am waiting on Amber to wake up so she can help carry the laundry basket into the back so I can do some of my laundry.  I am still on my weight limit from my doctor.  I still can't lift, pull, or push anything over 10 pounds.  I have till September 11 before I can go back to lifting things agian.  But I think I will still try and take it easy so I don't have my arm hurting again.  From what I understand tendonitis will continue to come back.  I just hope it doesn't for a long time.  

Christmas time will be coming soon, and that is our biggest time of the season at K-Mart.  And we have tons of new people coming in to train and get ready for Black Friday.  This will be my second year, and I am glad I know what to expect from all the crazyness.  I just hope this year I will be working the morning shift.  It is always better to do that because later on it gets really dead and there is nothing to do but try and straightening the entire store.  I know the store ends up looking like a cyclone hit it after about the first two hours.  

Mom is going to be coming home soon!  I am so happy she got a vacation from everything at the house.  But I miss her.  I didn't think I would miss her this much.  But it feels so weird not having her here.  I have really stepped up this week to try and take care of the house work.  Plus I am working my hours at K-Mart as well.  Amber has tried to help some, but she is still slacking a lot.  I haven't got into it with her, Dad, or Danny at all.  I just hope that last though.  Mom said she felt kind of depressed when I last talked to her.  My Aunt and my cousin went somewhere and didn't even invite my Mom along.  It just seemed kind of rude to leave her at the hotel.  I think she is ready to come home.

Amber is on this whole genology kick and trying to get pictures of family together.  I wonder how long she will be doing this for.  I mean its good for her to be doing something I just wish she would show this much eagerness in finding a job and working.  Maybe is she was working that would take a lot of the pressure off of me and having to spend so much money all the time.  Don't get me wrong I love helping my family out and everything, but I would like my own place again.  Yes I have my own room, but I still don't get a lot of privacy at times, and I would love to be able to do my spankings and other things with Mike when ever we can instead of waiting till Danny and Dad are asleep...

Well I have the day off today.  I have to take Amber to some of her appointments.  Then I have to do some laundry.  I am working 11 30 to 3 45 tomorrow.  I hope things keep going well at work and I keep getting people signed up.  I am trying to adopt a new attitude at work that I can get things done and get them done well.

My Mom leaves for Florida.  I just hope that she is safe and had a lot of fun.  I know I had fun when I went with my Aunt.  I just wished that I was able to go with her.  I am hoping that I can go sometime soon again.

So far things at home have been going good.  There hasn't been any fighting or yelling..so far.  I just hope that last the whole time Mom is gone.  Poor Hersey was crying a lot last night.  So he ended up sleeping with me and Panda.  It was hard not to move as much when I was sleeping.  He is so tiny!!  He keeps following me around the house.  I think both of the dogs are missing Amber.  Oscar slept with Amber and is still sleeping beside her.

Today I worked 4 hours and 15 min.  It went pretty good.  I got 3 people signed up yesterday and 2 people signed up today for the show your way rewards cards.  I got told I was team captain for the checkouts for how many people I got signed up last week.  And I had 7 people for that week.  So now I am trying to get more this week and see if I can be first again.  I sure hope so.  I want to get employee of the month.  That is my goal.

I am still on my weight restriction still September 11.  I hate not being able to lift things.  But it is giving my arm a rest and it isn't hurting as much now as what it was.  So the meds are working which is very good.

My Mom left for my Aunts today.  And they will be leaving for Florida tomorrow after my Aunt gets off work.  I hope she has fun and is able to relax.  It is prolly gonna be hard for her.  Both my Aunts are going, and my Mom is prolly going to end up trying to be the peacemaker and keep everyone happy.  I know she needs the vacation, but I am going to be lost with not having her here.  Also it means I really need to step up and take care of a lot of stuff for this week.  I am going to have to make sure the dishes and other housework gets done.  I think it will mostly fall on me to do everything.  I know Danny and Amber won't do much.  If they do they will complain about it the whole time.  Dad will do something probably.  At least I sure hope he will.  Well I better go get the dishes done!

Working today.  I hope it goes good.  My arm still hurts at times.  But I am trying to take it easy.  I make sure to ice my arm after work and then use the electric thing on my arm as well.

Amber is still at my Aunt's house.  I miss her, but I don't miss the fighting and the yelling.  It has been very quiet around here lately.

Mom and I met two of the girls I work with for a girls night.  We went to Hacienda.  It was a lot of fun.  I love the food there!  We also celebrated one of the girls birthdays.  It was funny how red her face was.  And then she said she was going to get back at us around our birthdays.  I was like well you got a year before you get back at me.